Monday, March 29, 2010

Give me some sunshine..I need it like, now...

Isnt it painful to see the couple who you love the most almost parting ways? They do that else they live bitterly ever after. At what point in time do you decide not to meddle with their lives anymore because each of them is doing injustice to each other by prolonging the stay.
I am not allowed to take sides..no I am not because however unfair I feel one is being to the other, at the end of the day they were married to each other for so long that their grudges are justified.
God!!! It breaks my heart and my soul to see them hating each other every moment over somethings and those who have been a pain in the a** since the inception of this relationship.
I dont know..dont have anything to say or advices to offer because I m walking on those dreaded paths and I know how the thorns feel under the barefoot!

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Jack..jackal...jackass

okay okay..my turn..what dya call a guy who knows something of a lot of things...a jack of all trades
your turn now..hmmm...wats the name for a guy who knows nothing but acts smart...a jackal
plz plz lemme speak..and wats the name for a guy who knows nothing and cant hide it...a jackass!!!!!!

That brings me to the point to reflect which category I belong to?
A jackass..noooo...a jackal...hmmm..at times,
A jack of all trades....now, that I am guilty of :(
At wat point dya start realising that you are good at this stuff and not good at the other one.I mean the lines are blurring everyday..you cant differentiate b/w your interest areas any more...be it work or extra-curricular ...it frustrates me like anything when I make a decision only to realise it was wrong...I dont know if this happens to me being a libra or may be it happens to lesser humans(which I know I am)
Whatever it is pisses the hell out of me!!(*notice the change in vocab)
Somehow you start to live with it until you realise that you are becoming a full time jackass..has it happened to you?

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Lost'n'Found

When I was little, there was a 'Lost and Found' box in my school corridor.The more I looked at it the more it confused me..I mean did someone lose this box or did someone find it :)
I can laugh at myself now for that stupid musing but man..that was some serious food for thought at that age!!
Now I wish that lost and found was as simple forever. At this age you either lose your sanity or lose your virginity..which btw I have lost both :D
As if losing wasnt enough, you are expected to find things..God knows how!! I have tried finding meaning of life, relationship, behaviours,documents, et al..all in vain..may be I was looking at all the wrong places :(

People turn to God when they are looking for deeper things but let us say for now I am indulging in my shallowness(*wonder if thats a word). So here I am looking for answers within myself..basically staring at a lost and found box in one corridor which I am not sure opens where..